That one can be so stupid because of love.
Do stupid things because of love.
I'm a virgin in this arena and those yucky, tacky and mushy things brought about by this thing we call LOVE is apparently true. Well, what do you know - I'm in that land but on the sadder side of it. You know... you love the person, and that person does not love you back and all that shit.
All the while, I thought it's just something that's part of a person's personality which sends shivers down my spine. And therefore, with that gross generalization, I judge.
Everyone knows the saying "Love is Blind."
And I was one of the firm non-believers of that quote. Because, if you succumb to love, for me, you are weak.
And then, it came. Love can really blind you, weak in the knees as the song goes. It can make you do things you never imagine you would do. I would like to think I'm smart and I'm cool enough to handle such things. Hindi pala.
I was blinded. I wanted to give everything. I wanted this person to be always happy, always smiling and its because I did something. And then I go back home with practically nothing, but just the thought of making one person happy. I can only sit on my bed and just hope.
Yes, I do give you permission to LAUGH. It's pathetic and while I've said this many times, I WILL NOW STOP.
Hmmm...Let's rephrase that. I will now TRY to stop. I can't be like this anymore. I can't let people think I'm stupid. Moreover, I can't let one person dictate my every move and affect my whole life.
I'd like to think I'm a beautiful person and there's another beautiful person out there that I deserve waiting for me. Or, its me doing the waiting.
Only time will tell.
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