Beggar

And so I shopped like I have millions in my bank account.

It did help. It made me smile. Yes, there's a little excitement.

But I know it's gonna be short-lived.

Ok, let's be positive here, Adi noh.

I wasn't chosen. Fine. Move on.

Next step? I don't know. Probably, it's just about the right time to really focus on my work and be really famously be recognized for it - those stereotype pa-career-person effect kung san tumandang walang minamahal. Alright, universe, maybe I can accept that but replace it with such banging success ha.

However, universe, kahit one lang. Even its short-lived. Even if it will hurt like hell. Even if it will kill me. Even to just one person in this whole lifetime. Pa-experience naman ng love and everything that goes along with it including heartaches.

Because I know, I've seen and I've heard that all the peaks of love is worth the experience.

So, pa-experience lang please.