Home Stretch Emotions

In around two and half weeks, I'll be back home in Manila.

It has been quite a hard decision to make but I had to for many reasons I would like to keep.

For now, there are different emotions rummaging through my insides.

From sadness  because of leaving a country which I considered home for the past four years and everything that goes with it.

Leaving good friends from all walks of life that I've made.

Reminiscing on fond memories I've shared with them.

From all the loves that blossomed from the inside and was inevitably crushed.  All good. That's how I learned a lot how love is not as simple as I have thought, but then again, it is also simple in many ways.

To all the doubts and what ifs.

What if this is a wrong idea?  What if I'm not yet ready for Manila?

What if I have so much future here?

All those plus many more are all clumped up that make up a one big ball of whirlwind.

But then, I have decided.
This is me having spine and sticking to my decision.

And now, all I have to do is to look forward to a happier future.

To all and everything in Cambodia, thank you and continue to rock on.

I will try to pay a visit if I can but I'll definitely miss you.