It's so hard pala. I've been trying to put all my efforts, all my powers, in the aim of just getting back things to normal between us.
It seems normal I guess on the outside when people see us.
But the amount of energy I use to keep it all in and just to make things as normal as possible is sometimes too much for me.
You try to hang out with that person to make everything that happened is all but just a blank memory of a shadowy but short past experience. If possible, imagining it that it never happened at all even.
So, maybe, just maybe, I'll keep my distance already. Not much transactions. No talking. No texting. Or even unfriending in fb (ok, maybe that's OA).
I'm tired na. That's what I'm just saying here. Tired of acting mature and doing the right thing.
Maling-Mali.
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