Sunday, March 29, 2009

Lonely, watching tv, friendless Saturday

I hate the phrase "grown apart" which I just heard in this movie I'm watching now in Lifestyle channel featuring Bette Midler and this other brunette girl.

They're best friends. And obviously, at this very moment I'm writing this blog, they've grown apart after years of being away from each other, living their own lives.

It may be a fact of life.

Its friends that I run to whenever I'm in deep shit. Its friends who make me laugh the loudest. Its friends who makes me cry so much. Its friends who make me drunk. Its friends who make me sober also. Its friends who I listen to and trust. Its friends who patiently listen to my sometimes whiny words. Its also them who I try to give my all, the best advice I can grab from my brain and experience, the best stories, the best moments. Its with them who I spend most of my life with, at least the past twenty years.

Its my friends who keep me sane in this crazy and sometimes, cruel life.

If I can, I'd like to change this fact. I want us to grow, but not apart. I don't want the universe to shake this circle.

If only.

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